I don't know how I ever functioned properly back in the days when I drank shitloads of coffee. I've had four or so cups tonight, loaded with creamer and sugar because the coffee here at work sucks so fucking badly, and I'm so edgy it's grotesque. Having the place to myself at least gives me the opportunity to get a little energy out, but damn, I'm gonna stay away from this level of stimulants in my system. Urgh.

To make it worse, my hands are shaking so badly, and my mind's racing so fast, that I can't even make use of this state to write. Bring on the alcohol!

np: Brant Bjork and the Operators, s/t